Manipulative and evil

I almost laughed when I was called that. No, really. A girl said that I'm a manipulative and evil man, because I try to manipulate as many women as I can into falling in love with me so that I always have something to fall back on if whatever girl I'm currently pursuing/dating doesn't work out. Apparently thats what "flirting" really is.

This is really funny since only two women have ever told me they loved me (as non-family, and more than a friend). I must be really terrible at what I apparently do to have only succeeded twice, and with girls I was in a relationship with no less. I think it's far more likely that the female in question is out of her flippin mind.

So this blonde friend of mine (I give you a hair color so that you know it's not anyone I've dated, as I really don't think I've ever dated a blonde) keeps showing up in my dreams lately. Not romantic dreams or anything like that, just my normal every night dreaming. In the most RANDOM of places. Like my office, which is totally out of place, etc. I think she practices voodoo sorcery and is forcing her way in there to creep me out.

I think I may take one of my novel ideas, write a short story, and see if it gets published. If for no other reason, to boost my ego and assure me that a story I want to tell is appealing.

Grandma agreed to make me my Legend of Zelda quilt for Christmas!

I've started watching It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia, and it makes me laugh. Quite a bit.

So I guess in early December, Sarah and I are going to the zoo to see the lights, and to dinner at some point... Should be fun, as I haven't seen her in a few years.

Tell me now, is there a man among you here,
Is there no one who will stand up and try to fight?
Tell me man, is there not one in all your ranks,
Is there no one who values courgage over life?

They looked to me once, now they turn to you
Do you understand now, do you see that the truth is
They don't want to change this, they don't want a hero
They just want a martyr, a statue to raise

The Protomen - The Stand (Man or Machine)

Christmas!

I have no idea what people want. Well, except me. I know something I want.

I asked my grandma to make me a quilt for christmas. Not just any quilt, oh no.

A Zelda quilt. Assuming she's up to the task (which I don't really need by christmas anyway), I'm going to have to pick a sprite image of Link at some point to have this made.

I hope she says yes, because my inner nerd cries out for more Zelda stuff in my house.

And more blankets, as so far I have 4 blankets that were made from me (from grandma, aunt Jan, and Heather)

Blah.

People are stupid and I want to set them on fire.

Thats not true.

Well, mostly.

So Marissa had a good visit, she left yesterday morning. Good times, good food, and it was really relaxing to just hang out with people. Note - Just a friend, will never be anything more than that and I've never thought of/felt about her in any other way. She's not my type, and beyond that it would be really wierd.

I'm working on not having a crush on someone right now. This usually doesn't go well for me, but I think I can pull it off.

Plottin' and Schemin'

So Marissa is visiting for like two weeks, fun fun times. Its fun to hang out with her again, especially since I've never heard someone tear into a person so bad for just being stupid. Win.

Anyway yeah. I still have to work for a good portion of said visit, so Matt has been good enough to take her along and do fun stuff. Yesterday they went to the lodge and tooled around for awhile, then watched movies and such at the house til I got off work.. Then we all went to Verge's place and chilled with him and Levi. Good. Times.

Speaking of the lodge, apparently I'm the only one who hasn't been there, because I always work when they go. - Matt's dad (my landlord) has something like 55 properties in the Columbus/Westerville area, and a lodge up in Hocking that houses like 20 people and is really nice. We're going on... Thursday night? And coming back Friday when the people who rent it for the weekend show up.

Apparently all Ohio women, especially the ones Matt and I know, are plottin' and schemin' tricks. Relatives excluded.

Law Abiding Citizen - Good movie. GREAT movie.

LMFAO is terrible music. I am greatly unimpressed.

Mad at Gravity, on the other hand, is really good. Actually, here's 10 bands I've been listening to.

1 - Mad at Gravity
2 - Breaking Benjamin
3 - Fort Minor
4 - Queen
5 - Boston
6 - Manic Bloom
7 - Justice
8 - Masterplan
9 - The Lonely Island
10 - Eve 6 (while I wait for them to release an album, now that they've re-formed)

I've been having the strangest dreams lately. Like, "wow, where did that come from?" kinds of dreams.

Relentless

I really need to leave Ohio for a bit. Actually, the surrounding area is out too. I'm thinking somewhere warm, either on the coast or in a different country. Stupid midwest.

I've been having a blast doodling things for Nom. It's very very nice to not feel as chained to it as something with a set storyline.