"You're f***ing up my chi"

Today has just been one big day of being unbalanced in any way I can think of. My chi is, as the quote suggests, effed up.

So for some reason, physically, I'm just off balance today. I keep slowly leaning to one side when I walk and almost tripping and such. I usually have great balance, but today its all out of whack.

Mentally, I'm so focused on anything put in front of me that I shoot off in millions of directions and get horribly scatterbrained, instead of my usual composed self.

I'm not even going to get into the emotional, lets just say its all out of whack too, which hasn't been an issue in awhile.

So my chi is effed and its making me all kinds of tired and sick feeling.

Yesterday, Brad went home sick from work, and he was the closer. I was the mid shift, so I picked up the extra hours and covered the close... No biggie, right? Dawna also called off yesterday, and she was the opener. Guess who called off today when they were supposed to close?
Dawna.
Guess who was the mid?
Me.
So no one else could cover the closing hours. Two days, 27 hours of work total. Almost no sleep last night, because I stayed up til like 4:45 talking to someone, cuz I'm an idiot, and now I'm all out of balance.

As a kick in the pants, I also get to close tomorrow. The only day this week I was actually scheduled to do so. I suppose, at least, I'll get a decent paycheck out of all of this... Total of 11 hours of overtime. Not too bad. Tho I would much rather not feel like crap at the moment.

And you say the time goes rushing by
But it seems so slow to me
And you see a blur around you fly
But it takes too long, it seems so slow to me
Time keeps draggin on...
"The Ballad of Barry Allen" - Jim's Big Ego